One year on . . . .

I was mildly oblivious to this until I checked my emails and turned on the TV. 1 year down the line . . .how times have changed!!! I still remember it vividly and reading all the stuff on the BBC website today brought it all home again!

The details I tend not to share too much with people as it still tends to make me gulp (gotta be tough!!), but its still there. I am relieved to not be in England, especially not working for Metronet as I'm not sure how I would have dealt with it. I still feel that bond with people who were right there with me and hope they are doing OK, not going over it all too much. I still have all the text messages on my old phone that remind me of that day. For some reason I can't delete them. You find out who your closest friends are.

I try not to get involved in debates about the whole thing too as I feel strangely defensive especially against people who were not there! How can you feel anger and opinionated when you didn't see what I saw . . . . . it just makes me feel really sad deep down.

Anyways . . . . its still sunny, its Friday night . . . I'm off to do something!!! Not sure what yet, thats the exciting bit!

Caz